“Every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end.” Oh, Semisonic. How profound of you.
Can you believe that lyric was printed as an inspirational quote from my tear-off calendar at work? The tear-off calendar was a gift. Well…it was given to me by a coworker at Connecticut Public Broadcasting who said, “Here, have this. I got it in the mail. Or throw it out, I don’t care.” So naturally I placed it on my desk cause..YEAH! Woot! Daily inspiration! Why not?!
So 2011 is here. And yes, I have new calendars. Several, actually. There’s something about opening up that wall calendar to the first month, tacking it up on your wall…or cubicle..or..tackboard above your desk? and marvelling at all of the days ahead of you. New possibility. New Beginnings.
I’m not talking about just calendars to hang on the wall either. I’m talking about personal planners. No, no. Not palm pilots, ipads, iphones, blackberries, or computers. You know, personal planners. The kind that you open up (with your hands, not with an application) and inside, you write.
This is my personal planner:
It’s almost like a book. It’s bound, it’s blue, it has GREEN LETTERING. Neon green, even. It’s canvas. What a good vegan. No leather-bound planners for me! Ew. I already got it dirty, though.
- Here’s what I have penciled (I still use pencils. Not because I’m being whimsical or ironic or something, but because my plans constantly change. If you are my friend you know this and secretly kinda hate me for this) in for 2011 thus far:
- auditions (New York, Boston, Providence)
- FILMING! YAY!
- rehearsals for the show I’m co-directing!
- shows for said show.
- movie nights*
- rehearsals for another show, “Crimes of the Heart.” I’m playing Babe. So excited.
- shows for Crimes of the Heart.
- yoga classes
- shows for Deana’s Educational Theatre.
- SAG meetings.
- bills. bah.
- program development meetings for Deana’s Educational Theatre
- salons (harriet beecher stowe house, book discussions, etc).
- *SAG Awards
I also write little smileys and stars and hearts and doodles on certain days to remind myself to DO something great or BE optimistic or have fun, really.
So, along with new calendars and a new year, there usually come NYR’s. NEW. YEAR. RESOLUTIONS. Over the years I’ve come up with the same old boring resolutions, (last year, one of them was to drink more water on a daily basis) and usually I’m great at them…because I’m an overachiever and I need to prove that to myself for some sick reason. But eventually it becomes too stressful and I convince myself that the new part of the year is over, and my resolution has expired.
THIS year, though, is quite different. I’m resolute to basically be more awesome. Like blogging, for instance. Instead of boring, wimpy, “updates” on my website page, I’m actually going to write.
I’m also going to accomplish goal of being more awesome in other ways: directing with mad skills, trying new things, perfecting my French on a daily basis, reading every book I am interested in this year,writing more in general, and acting so hard / fantastic that I momentarily knock time into a slow-motion warp in the audition room, leaving producers and casting directors in shock for 2-3 minutes (the standard time for a brief, contemporary monologue).
Sigh. It’s a good year. ALREADY.
P.S. I saw “The Town” last. Ben Affleck can act, so THERE harterz! Mad props to those friends who made it in the credits, too! Great work 🙂